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Nothing either good or bad...
But thinking makes it so. The Buddha (via Dhammapada, Buddhism): “Mind precedes thoughts, mind is their chief, their quality is made by mind; if with a base mind one speaks or acts … then suffering follows … If with a pure mind one speaks or acts … then happiness follows.” AKA, our experience of good or bad arises from the mind. AKA, “thinking makes it so.” Qur'an / Muhammad (Islam): The hadith: “Strange indeed are the affairs of the believers: for all their affairs are good.
kevinholochwostaut
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Nucleation
If you are a writer, you very likely have a scene or two in your head that your mind tells you is just perfect. Maybe it is heart-wrenching, maybe it is too cool to not have in your action-adventure, spy thriller, or fantasy novel. Maybe it is a plot twist too perfect to leave out and you know every reader will never see it coming, and will be forced to reread your book to go back and see how they didn’t know. Sometimes authors say entire books come out of one scene for them
kevinholochwostaut
Nov 232 min read


Cut and Run
It has been said many times, many ways: kill your darlings. These last few months I have been working on a book which had been at first draft. I had written it, let it sit on a shelf for a few weeks, gave it a once over for basic plot points character arcs, and thought, “yeah that isn’t bad.” I knew it needed polish, but I have recently taken to having beta readers and editors have at my first drafts, because I don’t want to polish a pig, I want to polish the swan. (or whatev
kevinholochwostaut
Nov 213 min read


Rise of Mages
When I am reviewing a book, it is almost always after the fact. I don’t sit down to review a book, and I don’t review every book I read. I just read and sometimes write a review. Somehow this time I knew when I picked this one up, within the first 50 pages, that I was going to be reviewing it. Maybe because I sat down with my editor’s hat on too soon after other writing-related work, but I could see the forest through the trees on Rise of Mages, and well... I just don’t care.
kevinholochwostaut
Nov 93 min read


Last Flower
You are going to have a last flower. You are going to walk into your garden one day, and that day will be the last day something new blooms before winter overtakes you (at least where I live!). It will be stark, beautiful, and a reminder of the things that have bloomed before. My Last Flower Then you will walk through your garden and see the flowers that didn’t finish. They almost bloomed, but in the lateness of the season they were halted and they will be only that: buds t
kevinholochwostaut
Nov 71 min read


Your Last Book
I cannot recall what I was listening to, or if it was reading that discussed the asteroid conundrum. Here is the question at hand: You are an artist of some kind, a painter, sculptor, writer, musician, and you have been working for years of your life to become gifted at what you do. You learn that the world is going to end in 30 days, and all human life and everything we have ever created is going to be destroyed. Humanity will never rise again, and all works of humanity will
kevinholochwostaut
Nov 23 min read


Winding Down
Winding down doesn’t mean done. I am always a little sad at the end of every gardening year because I have to wait from about November 15th to about April 15th before I see signs of life in the garden again. Everything goes to sleep, folds up on itself, and waits. I won’t lie. I am envious of those who live in warmer climate zones sometimes and grow an extra two months or more. Fall in the damp garden I have tasks to do in the yard, like moving stones about, mulching, cutting
kevinholochwostaut
Oct 222 min read


The Hero Dies at the End
I’m going to give away a spoiler: in the most amazing story I have ever seen, heard, or read, the hero dies in the end. They may fight...
kevinholochwostaut
Oct 101 min read


Ball and Chain
The Old Ball and Chain... My wife won’t let me get fat. Within limits. I am very grateful she won’t. I won’t let her be sedentary, though...
kevinholochwostaut
Oct 43 min read


Cake For a Dead Man
On Thursday, I am picking up a cake for a dead man. I do not write much in the way of true details about my personal life on this site....
kevinholochwostaut
Oct 13 min read


Heisenberg Uncertainty Miracle
Trust me, stay for the result of this... In the last thirty minutes the following things have happened and the following thoughts have...
kevinholochwostaut
Sep 252 min read


Act Out
Not this kind of acting out... I was recently reading Aristotle's Poetics . It is the earliest surviving work of Greek dramatic theory...
kevinholochwostaut
Sep 232 min read


Ashamed
So many people seem to be ashamed of themselves. There are things to be ashamed of, but people are ashamed of the wrong things. I’m not...
kevinholochwostaut
Sep 112 min read


Enough of Your Excuses
It makes me angry when otherwise amazing people find excuses to fail. Plenty has been written about what I am about to say, and none of...
kevinholochwostaut
Sep 62 min read


Quit Tomorrow
Every day, remind yourself you can quit tomorrow. But not today. You can put it off as many times as you like, but you can only actually...
kevinholochwostaut
Aug 291 min read


No Take Backs
In a garden almost nothing is forever. Trees can be moved even when they are towering fifty-foot specimens. Shrubs can be split and...
kevinholochwostaut
Aug 282 min read


Authors Build Trust.
If you sit down to read, you are trusting the author on many levels. If you have read them before you are trusting their tone and...
kevinholochwostaut
Aug 272 min read


Physician, Heal Thyself...
I am part of an editing and writing group, as everyone who wants to take writing seriously should be. As part of that, every two weeks we...
kevinholochwostaut
Aug 64 min read


Children of Time
I am a decade late to the party, but I can’t say nothing about my most recent read, Children of Time , by Adrian Tchaikovsky. Published...
kevinholochwostaut
Aug 12 min read


From a Distance
I watch a show from time to time called Gardeners’ World . One of the gardens you see frequently belongs to the host, and is a place...
kevinholochwostaut
Jul 212 min read
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